FAT

I feel fat, i look fat.

It’s disgusting, to me it’s interesting how everyone can just go on with their lives without acknowledging these details. I don’t get it, i wish i did but i don’t. They stare, they really do they’re gazing eyes piercing into my body, it’s almost like they’re trying to guess my weight, measure my waist, every inch all the proportions. It really bothers me, that’s what’s different; it only bothers me, no one else.

Everyone’s to busy focusing on they’re own lives why would they care how i look.

‘They don’t’; those words repeating and repeating and eventually i got tired.

No matter what i do i will always,

Feel fat.